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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Two days had passed and all I did was to fix my blogpage. I'm proud of me. I did this all by myself. Naaaaxxxx.. :)
tamad na ko mag blog.. :)
sa mga magbabasa po ng blog ko, you can tag me (oh, please do!!!) at the link sa gilid ng page that says "tag".. (now, this is what i've learned from reading the HTML learn-by-yourself- tutorial..haha..)
And if you have any suggestions or anything to teach me regarding HTML, please do. I'll gladly appreciate it. .

Please add me to your myspace account ( I edited it by myself din!).. Thanks a lot y'all!! :p

I found a new hobby and i'm liking it.. hehe :)

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Monday, March 28, 2005

being holy

Got the biggest realization of my life during the last holy week. I know that I haven't been a good person and a lot of times I have been very selfish to almost everyone around me. I was ashamed of myself, but I'm sure I still have the chance to make up for those bad things I did..

Went home early from office last Friday. Cried my heart out coz sobrang sama ng loob ko. I don't wanna think about it but I guess it reached my saturation point already. It sux to know that someone's been blaming me all my life and I can't do anything about it. I'm just too tired. My mind cannot comprehend what needs to be understood. This time, i'm gonna let it pass. I don't deserve to be treated that way.

Friday night--Went to mimi's place for her tita's wake. Played card games with her cousins and chika till 1am. Ofi mimi and I were all sleepy na talaga, we had to go home coz I needed to drive ofi home. Slept at around 3. Sarap talaga matulog. I hope in a way we showed Mimi how important our friendship is (AND MIMI if ur reading this, please wag ka nang mag-inarte lage, we've been friends for like 5 years tapos ganyan ka pa din..Hay naku mimi, u r pasaway..hehe)

Saturday night--went to Baywalk. O di ba, what a good way to spend the holy week? :) I was with Ichu, Aya, Mia, Ofi and Lee. Super saya. Had dinner lang at baywalk then went to Starbucks Bluewave. Went home early. Ofi and I had fun with those teens. Wish I could go back to those times. We pity ourselves coz we were too good when we were at their age, i mean, school and house lang, no gimiks like that. Hehe..

Easter Sunday-- had lunch with my family at Marina Macapagal. I was happy to be with my family ulet after a long time. We're like so bonded and i'm happy talaga that although I lost someone I loved, my family will always be there for me no matter what. We planned on what to do this year, i hope matupad na lahat coz ichu and I were insisting on buying a condo but maybe in October pa. (wishful thinking). Well, my mom had half-agreed already (is there such a word?hehe) on what we wanted and I HOPE she'll not change her mind. How i wish ngaun na but we don't have the means at this time.
:( Well, it pays to wait naman eh..

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Friday, March 25, 2005

happiness

It is so sad to know that everything you do are very well appreciated yet ain't enough at all..

Yesterday night, I cried while I solemnly prayed. I realized there were a lot of things I have compromised, and I felt guilty. I tried to talk to God, and for the first time, I didn't wish for anything. I talked to Him as if He's just there. I said sorry for everything that I asked for. For the things I still insist on getting but I know deep in my heart, i'm not gonna have it. Maybe, not for now. My life is just so full of mistakes and I'm scared to admit that there's no other way but to let it be. A lot of times, I tried putting things to perspective but in the end, felt restless.

God, I felt so tired but I'm not gonna give up. Not yet. Got a long way to go...

I'M GONNA HAVE SO MUCH F*CKING FUN THIS SUMMER!!! (ako'y isang maarteng jologs).. :)

*my smile can launch a thousand......

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

Maundy Thursday

Today is Maundy Thursday but I still have to go to the office..shux..ok lang, after all, I only have a week left to go to work my ass out here.. :)

I didn't get enuf sleep, and this time, I know why.. I know I need to clean up some mess. It was a f*cking bad day yesterday, and today, i'll try my best to start it with a good one.. This afternoon, I will really go to church and pray the station of the cross.. I really need to pray..badly.. :(

Got to talk to an old friend..Super kulit. Imagine asking me to go to galera around 2am this morning! Super biglaan, pero sayang, pwede sana, if I don't have to go to work.. Hehe.. :)

* I have been a bad girl this year, I need to contemplate on those things this holy week..

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

bad day..

It's 2:02 pm.. I'm here at the office surfing the net. I'm forever f*cked up. This is a curse. I don't know for how long, but it's here, right in front of me.

I woke up late this morning, first bad thing that happened. Second, fought with my mom. Reason: my lovelife! My ever f*cked up love life. I was hurt by what my mom said. Again, she judged me. She judged my feelings. I know she's hurt whenever I'm hurt, but can't she just listen to me? I was deeply hurt. And i'm afraid the biggest reason why is that I can't accept the reality of what she had said. I know at the back of my mind, she's right.

Visited one site. Nice one. Posted a message.

Logged in my sister's friendster account coz I don't have one. Searched for it. I was shocked. I needed an explanation. Tried to be calm and called him up. He got mad. Once again, he's going nuts. I don't know why. But I'm not afraid anymore. I'm so f*cked up with all the shits happening to me, and what would I get? A mad guy banging the fone while im on the other line. And what's worse, a very lame shit lie! But still I didn't raise my voice. I'm different now. I had changed.

Whenever there's something i'd like to know, i know i'll get disappointed because in the end, all I get is an earsplitting answer. I can't be me. I know i love him so much but I can't be someone i'm not. I'm with him all the way but he can't be with me. I'm all alone in this fight. No one to turn on to. No one to share what I'm feeling inside. I have to draw the line. I have to say what I feel. Even if he doesn't listen. It's the bitter reality of this curse. Nothing has changed. I had to deal with it all alone. No more crying. This time it's for real.

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

one good day coming up

Sun is up,
I've got so many things to do...
But it's alright (it's ok) i have to taste it
It's gonna be a good day (be a good day)

Wake up (wake up)
It's a beautiful morning...
Get up (get up)
Cheer the sunshine near ya...
Wake up (wake up)
It's just beautiful...
one good day coming up!!!!!!!!

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bamboo... :p

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silang

Went to Silang, cavite last Saturday. The place was so damn nice! I could not believe talaga that it was owned by Jow Herrera's family (mike's bestfriend).. I was teasing Jow the whole nyt, I told him I didn't know that he's a haciendero pala..hehe.. :) The night was fun, so many people were there, although I didn't know if I fit in--coz almost everyone is in college palang--I had a great night naman.

Met some new people and some of Mike's friends from BF and Bene. Maranata played almost 20 songs and at the same time, had a recording na din. I've heard them so many times already and I guess, being a well-known critic (mike knows that), I can feel that this band might have a great chance of making it, not only because they have the talent, but also because they have the passion and the love for their craft. I had this chance nga to have a serious talk with Mike and he told me about his plans and dreams. He asked me if its right to call him "the heart and soul" of the band, well, hell ya! I admire his enthusiasm when it comes to music. He thinks superbly big, and I hope one day, he'll be able to reach that. :) *hugz* After that "talk", trip lang, we danced like crazy...haha :) *sweetness* i really love that guy to pieces, no matter what, even if he's a silly dancer! haha :p

Everything was going fine until this assf*ck guy did something terribly bad to me that Mike and I had to go home as soon as possible. I hope to see him one day with a blackeye..peste!

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daniel and mike

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mark, mike and jow..

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nice smiley..hmmm.. :)

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uyyy... :p

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Friends...

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Monday, March 21, 2005

A brave pugilist

It's been three months since I started blogging—and i'm getting addicted to it!haha..but I realized that I never have written anything about patriotism. It might be that I'm not really that pleased of what's around us nowadays, as everyday, we always hear or read something dreadful happening. I hate to think about it but I guess Filipinos don't have faith in our government anymore. Everyone's concern is their own self, and nothing more for the good of others. Poverty and corruption have really gone worse day by day and the bitter reality is that we might not be able to get over it- that Filipinos will remain to be poor no matter how much hope we have for a brighter future.
Yesterday's boxing fight of Manny Pacquiao has definitely affected me as a Filipino. For a moment, it was kind of inspiring that one person is making us proud worldwide. I was able to watch the 12 rounds of battle and although he was defeated, beyond doubt, he's the winner for me. The courage he had shown was absolutely enormous!! 'nuff said.. :)

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

blah blah blah blahgg..

I should've had written about this yesterday but for some reasons, I wasn't able to. Had some kind of problem with my pc and a lot of stuff. But i guess I don't have to dwell on it too much, after all, I don't fuc*in care anymore. So much for the bad things..

I emailed mimi about my plans this summer vacation and updated her too with what's happening with my very colorful life but she's not in the planning-our-beach mood nowadays .. :( I felt sad coz her tita's suffering from lung cancer. Mimi's the bantay every weekend so she doesn't have time to go gimik with us. She's worrying a lot about her tita's condition and how it affects her family.. She said it's hard to see someone you love dying in front of you. I don't know what to say coz I know no amount of words can make her feel better, but I know she knows that i'm always here for her.

omg, midnight madness at glorietta!! assf*ck, I don't have money anymore. Bought this cute doll shoes at S.O Fab! Only for 699!..shoe addict! :)

Was kinda confused coz I called my credit card bank asking how much I owe them, aba, it's not much of what I expected!! Sana sana sana.. :)

****
It hurts to let go of someone but I realized it will hurt more if you have fallen for a guy who can't love you back ... :p

We're going to Silang later. I hope this gimik will be a blast coz if something terrible is going to happen...e di mas masaya!!! :D

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Friday, March 18, 2005

27 something..

Had a very tiring day yesterday. Had some "comedy" experiences na sobrang kakaloka, maybe because I was not loaded with work and I just stared at the computer the whole afternoon! Being idle for some time is not healthy pala. I had my exit interview with Ms. Lou but we didn't talk for too long, she just asked me some questions regarding my resignation. Everything went well except that wala talaga ako sa sarili ko..At the elevator, I had undeliberately pressed a lot of floor numbers, I had to pass by every floor na napindot ko. Stupid a*s..hehe :) And what's worse, I did it thrice yesterday! Haha..
This one's more kaloka.. I was reading something in the computer while eating caramel bar from Max's (yummy). It's a little cookie bar and you can actually put it all in your mouth. Eh kaartehan, I bit a small piece lang leaving the bar in half, then after a while, nabitawan ko yung cookie! I was really shocked (literal!) P*cha talaga, kakainin mo nalang nalaglag pa! Funny lang coz sobrang natawa ako after that! :p
Next stop, dinner at Jollibee with ofi before our gym session. I ordered burger steak and fries (yum yum!), sleepy to the max na c ofi so although Ms. Pritch (our consultant in Slimmer's) told her not to smoke before working out, she did it for the first time yesterday. She told me to hurry up eating coz she wanted to smoke her mouth out..hehe...When we're walking outside na, I realized I left my retainers at the table. I rushed back to Jollibee coz I can see the crew fixing the table na..I approached him then I shouted "teka lang!" He was stunned, asked me "bakit po ma'am?" He kept on asking me but I didn't mind him. I was busy looking for that damn retainer! Hehe..Finally, I saw it, then I answered him back "ah kse ung retainers ko!" He smiled but I can sense he felt I was some sort of weird! hehe..well, I really acted weird yesterday.. :p
Ofi told me that her badaf friend, Yannie, is going to celebrate her (?) birthday on Saturday, I was invited but I told her I have some other plans. There's also this one badaf friend she has at office, Eumir, that got into trouble in their cafe days ago. Funny ang story coz there's a newbie who was also in the cafe that day, and Eumir was there din. The cafe is their community center, where they can do anything they want--drink, eat, surf, chat, chika to the max..etc. To make the story short, the newbie confronted Eumir saying "will you please shut up?" E shempre the badaf friend answered back "me?? are you talking to me?" then the word fight started.. The ending?? Eumir let out this hilarious line: "you know what, YOU'RE SO GOING DOWN!!" haha.. :) badaf power! :)

today is march 18..our 27 something.. :) so full of great memories. you know who you are.. *smirk* .. what i said last night were all true, though i'm scared of falling for you again.. i hope you meant everything you said.. coz if you didn't...........

wala lang!! :p

mood: sleepy
music: disco inferno

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

stargazing

Yesterday, I met up with Ofi at Pacific Star in Makati Ave. I asked her to accompany me at RCBC Tower mga around 8pm coz I have to go to my Shell churva..:) We had dinner at Mc Do Jupiter and she proudly talked about her losing weight na daw according to her friends Abi and Tenten. Sabe ko maybe, coz I often see her naman kaya cguro I can't spot the difference. Hehe.. Pero definitely, that's a good sign, since she is really serious with our gym sessions although most of the time, she focuses only on one part of the body like arms for today, legs for tomorrow..etc.. Well as for me, ala lang, I'm just really enjoying it..
We went to Starbucks RCBC after dinner and tambay lang outside the building tapos Aiza Seguerra passed by! Kainis, di ko nakita, kse naman di cnabe sa ken. I saw her walking nalang away from us. I think they have this some kind of corporate show there. Then after a while, c Regine Velasquez naman. Flawless.. *inggit*. But halatang nagpa noselift! Pero she's really maputi, alaga kse ng derma.. Then at 8, i went up to 32nd flr na. Our little talk was alright, I wish I made it, but as I had said to Ofi, if it's for me, it's for me. Ayun..

currently feeling: nae- erna
currently listening: tipsy
currenlty imagining: the beach!

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

for the love of good body

My bestfriend and I were at the gym last night earlier than we used to arrive. We noticed some changes in our bodies like having a greater tolerance for each exercise. Personally, I was not that tired na after the workouts unlike last week. I guess our muscles have already adjusted to our routines, which is of course, a good sign. We saw John, the trainer, and he was again teasing me whenever he saw me. Kainis coz he never stopped joking around eh i was trying to concentrate nga with my arm exercises eh. grr.. He told me if I wanted to be a commercial model daw, i said na I'm already a model, he just have to watch me at channel 7 kse i already joined starstruck 3.. haha.. as if!! of course, that's not true.. We went home agad coz we ate dinner at chowking naman before going to slimmer's. yum yum.. i ate shanghai and siomai.. :) i wish that this time, i'll gain weight na when i pig out.. haha..

That's all for yesterday. I wish myself luck for later!

Currently feeling: uneasy ( i dont know y, maybe because i wore this blazer at office)
currently listening: crazy for you (all time fave.. :)
currenlty imagining: my lines to tell later.. *i'll break a leg!* haha..

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Monday, March 14, 2005

eto ang tinatawag na..BITS ( accdg to anwar) hehe.. :p

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bits na bits

Summer na! Hmm..My favorite time of the year! Although I don't have the guts to wear skimpy swimwears and yea, I don't know how to swim too, still my favorite place would be Boracay! For three years in a row, my family and I had been there. Last summer in Bora was the greatest! our timing was great, that was April, the weekend after the Holy Week. My goal was to get myself a tan and I kinda reached that aim..Arte ko, i bought pa self-tanning lotion! hehe.. Although the beach was kinda makalat pa from the jampacked bakasyunista, we had fun talaga..Super saya coz the competition for the Beach Volleyball was held that time! star-studded! The bangkeros told us that a week before we went there,people didn't have any more place to stay and most of them slept in the sand nalang. Super fun daw talaga coz they were drinking and partying to the max!
Hay, my time with my family is really great but I really wish my friends and I can go there too. I wanna drink drink drink and party party party!! I'm keeping my fingers crossed this April cause Mimi, geri, eric, ofi and me already planned our bora getaway.. My goal this time is to try the drinking spree at cocomangas. I know it's impossible na for me to finish all the drinks, but I wanna try it. And maybe.... **grin**

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everybody's changing

I really like this song.. It's from Keane (reminds me of my bestfriend, kean-- hehe!)

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
And fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
Oh everybody’s changing and
I don’t feel the same

**it's true..everybody's changing..

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one hell of a night!

I am super excited to write about what had happened last saturday from Ichu's debut.. Overall, it went along just fine except for some uncontrolled events..Here's the whole story...
I woke up early morning of saturday to buy things in glorietta. I didn't stay there for too long coz I have to help my family prepare pa at home.. So i just bought all the essentials that I need (my credit card's screaming in pain already..haha) and drove home as soon as i finished my rush shopping spree. Originally, I planned on stopping by at focus salon where I used to get my pedicure but ichu texted me that there's a manicurista na daw at home, so ayun I went home and avail of her services. I thought she's good since she was telling us that she started doing her job since 1989.. She insisted me having a manicure, at first i refused kaya lang napilit ako..Too bad coz nasugatan ako. Worse, he murdered my toe thumb (?)! The f*ck, pero shempre I controlled my temper, more exciting things will happen that night and I dont wanna ruin it with just a murdered feet.. :)
Tweetie was our hair and make up artist, he's a gay family friend but super ganda and sexy! hehe..I teased him pa nga na she's prettier than me hehe.. Super galing nya mag make up, made me jealous coz I really want to try learning how to put on makeup! Well, soon i'm gonna do it..
We were late. We arrived at Ramon Magsaysay Center at 8pm. Geri, Mike and Bab were already there.. Badtrip coz they arrived earlier than us, traffic sa Roxas! There's a party at Malate along Baywalk that night kase..I had been the shock absorber in the family coz my mom's having high blood na along the way.. When we arrived, I felt super adored (?haha?) Mike said i'm pretty daw kse. Guess he's mesmerized haha..I told him earlier that day that i'm gonna make him super attracted to me.. And with no effort, I did.!! wahehe...
I was so happy that Mike's bandmates attended the party naman. Thanks to Daniel & his gf Patty, Mark & gf Armay, Carlo, Tristan and Angel.. I made Mark as proxy sa 18 roses, Daniel and Angel naman sa 18 shots. Coolness. Lang halong yabang although I know they know na super galing nila. Badtrip lang coz Walter, the party coordinator, promised that his band friends will perform din and they're gonna bring instruments. Aba, the 3 guys arrived late, with NO INSTRUMENTS! wtf talaga! And worse, they just ate at the party! Mike was fuming in anger, and muntik na ko, but I was kinda windang na kse i'm in- charge of filling in for the missing people included in the program! So I just let that pass na lang. I let Mike do the talking nalang..grrr...
After the whole program pa when Maranata was able to perform. Galing! Daniel was Bamboo's replica-- in terms of voice and movements--They played 5 songs, mostly Bamboo's. Saya..
My girlfriends- ofi, mimi and geri- planned to gimik pa after the party. We went to Baywalk first kaya lang jologs mga tao. We ended up drinking in Pier one Macapagal.. I missed na our small talks especially with Mimi. She's the ms. equal of us all. She wants to hear both sides of the story, my closest friend who understands everything that I'm going through with no judgement of me being tanga and all. Basta that night was great. .

**see uploaded pics! :)

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gorgeousness..:)

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dilim ng pic..dalawang kalbo jamming..hehe :p

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maranata..

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ichu and mike

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mimi and ofi

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pretty girls..bleh! *

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daming gifts.. inggit ** :)

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pwede! hehe:)

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mimi and me

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sexy geri and me

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mike and me

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Friday, March 11, 2005

these days

It's been days since I posted an entry, i was kind of busy these past few days. I was loaded with work to do at the office coz I have to finish my deadlines before saturday..stressing!..good thing there are a lot of things I get to think about to chill outa little bit..like this party on weekend, gym session this sunday, and 20 more days to go--im outta dis office..

Today is such a good day..I received a phone call from stratsearch asking if I wanted to try their next offer..It kinda brought back my self- esteem and thought of the positive traits that I have. I just wish I can make it this time. Manji and Jaz sent pictures from down under, kakainggit* but I know they are the most deserving people to be there. I was touched because they both emailed me telling that they miss me na daw.. same here anyways.. :)

I bought this new handbag from shoe studio, it's really nice. The saleslady gave me a 100+ discount for it, how nice of her.. I am pretty much excited for tomorrow's affair. Some of my friends are gonna be there; how i wish I could invite more but im afraid the headcount is already full.. sayang.. There's this one person i'd like to invite too but.. haha.. no, not in my wildest dreams.. the party might turn out to be a fighting ground!!i'm not that bad naman to do such crazy thing..

**currently listening : These days by Bamboo
**currently feeling: excited
**currently imagining: hmmmm... no way!!!!!haha :p

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

working out

I guess the title of my blog for today speaks so much of what's happening with my life nowadays. WORKING OUT. First, i'm really beginning to enjoy working out! as in going to the GYM! yeah, i'm exercising already.. Yesterday's workout was so tiring yet..hmmm... i don't wanna spill it here! haha :p my bestfriend and I went to slimmer's late so as expected, we finished late din.. We had our fitness test (i was right!) wherein the trainer will jot down every inch of fat, muscle or whatever in our bodies! haha..The trainer kept on teasing me that im skinny daw, and told me he was once like me din, kaya nga nag gi gym eh!!!pakelaman ba daw?! haha.. I got worried when he said that my pulse rate isn't normal (huh? scary!) He taught us of our whole program for the next three months! gee, i think im gonna enjoy this. :) atleast i have something to enjoy for the "vacation"..haha :p Ofi got pissed off when John (the PT) got her body mass index and told out loud that she is in the "obese" level na.. what a good way daw to build her self esteem! :p Me too was kind of annoyed whenever we do the exercises and tell me that i have a pretty face (then will say..kaya lang payat)! whatever! haha :p hah, i see the compliment in that, not the insult! it's all about attitude..We did some stretchings, dumbels, weights (which accdg to him I need to focus on), and what I hate the most--pushups! damn that exercise! I was so tired after 3 tries! And oh, using the treadmill made me sweat real hard..After 23 years of being a couch potato, i'm now a certified gym goer/ health buff (waaahhh!! I still can't believe it) haha... :p I believe I can achieve my ideal weight after 3 months! taga mo sa bato yan!! wahehehe..I finished a bit earlier than ofi since she needed twice as much cardio than what i'm doing.. That night, I have this feeling already...
The next working out to do. Lovelife. Hay, after almost a month of not seeing each other, omg..I don't exactly know what to write here in my blog..!!My brain is not functioning anymore!!!

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Monday, March 07, 2005

a week that was..

I was a busy bee this weekend..I was a driver, shopper, eater, sleeper, chatter, and moviegoer!! :) Well, i like doing those things naman so no problem with that. My bestfriend and I started going to the gym yesterday and omg, it was a whole lotta fun and comedy at the same time.. The gym instructor was super duper kulet and i cant help but laugh with his jokes. He taught me how to use the machines (well, i still dont know what they are called hehe) and some of them were hard to use especially the one for the legs..arrgghh..They have not given us any formal training yet since we haven't had the fitness test (?) whatever, but we are going to have it later.. :) It was tiring though since we have to warm up using the stepper (thanks kean for the term,,haha) and cool down using it too. waaahh, 10 mins of stepping and jogging, i wonder if i can use the treadmill instead? haha.. After each machine i used, i sat down and rest.. The trainer told me that I'm tamad daw and whenever i asked him kung ilan times ko gagawin each exercise, he would say, 3000! (hah, as if wala ng bukas)! I was laughing all night to ofi everytime she did her exercises (15 mins of using the stepper--hala!!, she was super tired after!) Ofi said that she was kind of inis sa trainer coz he'd always leave her alone during her exercises.. She didn't know what to do next, and ayun, the trainer kept on assisting me daw! haha.. bigyan ba daw ng meaning yun! haha.. so much for our gym sessions, later will be harder i guess.. I'll try to take some pics of us in slimmers and upload them here.. :) After the gym, we met up with Kean and Ely.. creepy coz they really looked alike! haha.. i told them na im sure cla na ang magkakatuluyan, although they were having a lot of issues nowadays, i can sense that there's still hope in them. Both of them are mabait naman and they are deserving to have each other. Had dinner at Gerry's, super kulet namen coz all I did was trash talk. manlait and all that.. haha.. as if i'm perfect! :p well, kean knows me, i didn't mean all i said.. And yea, nilalait ko din ang sarili ko most of the time. It was fun spending time with my closest friends and just chat chat chat!!!!

Moving backwards, saturday night. Just watched "a series of unfortunate events" at G4. It was a good movie and i had fun that night! I haven't watched yet the Aviator, hitch and million dollar baby (i hope we can watch it this week but i'm afraid so -- coz this weekend is much busier for me). I just hope ichu's birthday will be a blast since it made my family super stressed out (and also the car!hehe) with all the planning and preparations! But it also makes me excited since everyone will be there to witness it. I am happy that ichu has the chance to have this kind of party..Although i'm not that mabaet na family member, i'm really happy and thankful for her having such a blessing like this that she can treasure forever.. Hmmm, i'm still preparing for my two speeches (one for the 18 candles and one for the after-party message).. I hope i'm not gonna cry huh..?! Earlier that day, drove around the city and went around malls to find the perfect dress for the party.. Yun ang tiring! Grabe, from glorietta to rob manila to--haha.. wala na.. basta super kapoy lang the whole day.. :p

Realizations:

- girl power!! I T-O-T-A-L-L-Y rock!!!!
- sarap mag gym!
- don't care about my love situation anymore! (proudly, as of now)
- too much gimiks drinking and smoking are not my kind of thing pala.. bleehh :p

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

happy bday uchi..

Today's ichu's 18th bday.. How time flies so fast.. My family did not realize that our bunso is not a child anymore. Dalaga na sha. I remeber moi 18th bday..Haha.. Actually, I never felt the feeling of being dalaga when i reached that age.. That time, I was so immature pa talaga, i wasn't too involved in my relationship with my ex. Well, the feeling's mutual coz he was not too serious about us din..funny that after 5 years, things have changed. totally. We are friends now and when we talk about what "we" were before, we laugh on it nalang.. mga bata pa kse. but good thing is that we separated with no hard feelings, we're still friends.. Although we both know that we were hurt, ayos lang. We had to move on without regrets. How i wish i'm still like that. But yea, i'm moving on now,im not that scared anymore.

Hay, this week is so gulo. Well, I like the roller coaster feeling. waahh..I talked to some friends on YM, grabe, i realized it's easier to say things but hard to do. I find myself giving advices to my friends and comparing their situation to me.. Happiness.. i'm not the ultimate crazy pala..! yuhoo.. there are girls that are more stupid than me. :p

realizations:
**i'm slowly picking up the pieces of my broken heart.
**you'll find my blogpage boring
**i missed being 18
**i am not expecting anymore. (promise!)

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