being holy

Got the biggest realization of my life during the last holy week. I know that I haven't been a good person and a lot of times I have been very selfish to almost everyone around me. I was ashamed of myself, but I'm sure I still have the chance to make up for those bad things I did..

Went home early from office last Friday. Cried my heart out coz sobrang sama ng loob ko. I don't wanna think about it but I guess it reached my saturation point already. It sux to know that someone's been blaming me all my life and I can't do anything about it. I'm just too tired. My mind cannot comprehend what needs to be understood. This time, i'm gonna let it pass. I don't deserve to be treated that way.

Friday night--Went to mimi's place for her tita's wake. Played card games with her cousins and chika till 1am. Ofi mimi and I were all sleepy na talaga, we had to go home coz I needed to drive ofi home. Slept at around 3. Sarap talaga matulog. I hope in a way we showed Mimi how important our friendship is (AND MIMI if ur reading this, please wag ka nang mag-inarte lage, we've been friends for like 5 years tapos ganyan ka pa din..Hay naku mimi, u r pasaway..hehe)

Saturday night--went to Baywalk. O di ba, what a good way to spend the holy week? :) I was with Ichu, Aya, Mia, Ofi and Lee. Super saya. Had dinner lang at baywalk then went to Starbucks Bluewave. Went home early. Ofi and I had fun with those teens. Wish I could go back to those times. We pity ourselves coz we were too good when we were at their age, i mean, school and house lang, no gimiks like that. Hehe..

Easter Sunday-- had lunch with my family at Marina Macapagal. I was happy to be with my family ulet after a long time. We're like so bonded and i'm happy talaga that although I lost someone I loved, my family will always be there for me no matter what. We planned on what to do this year, i hope matupad na lahat coz ichu and I were insisting on buying a condo but maybe in October pa. (wishful thinking). Well, my mom had half-agreed already (is there such a word?hehe) on what we wanted and I HOPE she'll not change her mind. How i wish ngaun na but we don't have the means at this time.
:( Well, it pays to wait naman eh..

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being holy

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