happy...it's so nice to be happy!!

Basing from my blog's title, I presume all of you know how I'm feeling today! I am H-A-P-P-Y!! I can't remember the last time I felt so much joyness like now.. :) These are the things that made me smile today:

1. I woke up at the right side of the bed this morning feeling so excited. I can't tell you the whole reason why, it's quite confidential and only few people know about what was "scheduled" to happen this day. All I can say is that it made me and my family glad. It's actually not so much of a thing but it brought out contentment and happy faces to us.. :)

2. I followed up my backpay from my former company, it's been three months since I left but I haven't received the last pay which is approximately enough to pay for my bills! Hahaha.. I found out from Finance department that it was already credited to my ATM! Yeah!! What a good news.. I just have to keep my fingers crossed that it is already in my account..Yess, I can pay all my debts! Hahahayy..

3. Ms. Louie from Headstrong called me up a while ago telling that I am scheduled for a second interview tomorrow at 2pm. I did not expect that the results will be out soon since Ms. Louie told me that it will be out early next week because they need to screen all of the applicants first before picking the lucky ones for the next interview. Apparently, I am not that expectant anyway of me making it basing from the last interview I had (which I stated too in my previous blog entry), it just made me happy that I did well pala. I still have this talent of giving people the impression that I am a good worker. Hehe.. Although I may not make it, still, it made me feel optimistic of what I can do and my abilities. I guess it's more important to me than actually landing on to this job. After all, I'm still waiting for my Shell application. If it's for me, well and good. I just really wish all goodvibes for my next job.

4. Mom texted me she won at the Bingo. Hahaha.. Although I didn't get any 'balato', good things that make people close to my heart happy makes me feel the same way too..

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Views on politics

HELLO GARCI...

A friend of mine emailed me the file containing the much talked about phone call between Garci and PGMA. It was wire-tapped and was clearly the voice of our beloved president. Whew! For me, this is an issue of trust. As far as what I've heard, it's hard to tell if GMA really tried to cheat last election (this is only based from the 5-min. recorded phonecall that I heard). I didn't hear that she told Garci "gawan mo ng paraan" though her voice seemed to be bothered knowing that FPJ is up by one million votes in Mindanao. I am not so sure also if the email contained the complete file, we just don't know. Anyhow, I didn't vote for her last election. I don't mean caring less about what's happening around, it's just that i'm tired of hearing problems with regards to our governance and justice system. All I care is for our country to be a damn good place to live in. Cguro pangatawanan nalang naten the fact that Philippines ranks number 2 for most corrupt countries in Asia. What an achievement!

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old friends reunite!

Went to Anwar's dad's wake last night at Funeraria Paz in Araneta. Hooo..I was really tired, long drive from pasay to cubao! (add up the traffic too!) shux..I met up with Manji and Cathy at Glorietta 4 then went straight there. Jaz and Jen arrived a little earlier than us; it was really nice to see my former friends from work again. It was just sad coz we had to see each other again due to a very unfortunate event. Hay life..We really can't tell.

After going to the wake, I went to APC Redgate. Tambay lang with friends while they were drinking their hearts out! hehe..Di naman talaga ako manginginom especially when I'm bringing the car with me. I am a responsible driver. :) But sometimes I really get jealous that they don't mind getting drunk, hell, it seems i'm missing all the fun! Hahaha..Yet, i guess it's much better seeing them sober and drunk while I am just there laughing at them! Bad...:p I know myself when I get drunk..Sabe nga ng isang friend ko, may levels ang drunkeness. As for me, I throw up easily, get moody at times but mostly laugh trip lang..
Sayang i didn't catch them up gambling! I think i can relate more with the 'sugal' than 'inom'! :D Well, I can't believe they're doing it in front of their school!Ok sana if tong-its or pusoy dos kaya lang pusoy ang game! Sali sana ako..hehe..

I am getting impatient with this deathball.com= no pron online riddles! It made my eyes sore! Sobrang sakit na but then i still insist on deciphering the codes and just finish every stage. I am now in level 8, (thanks mi for posting the site address on your blog), but I admit I cheated on level 7! It was really really hard! Even the cheats I landed on to from google were not easy to understand, I feel like an idiot! It requires patience and LOTS of living brain cells! Cge na, tomorrow I'll try not to cheat, instead I'll eat peanuts, chocolates and balut! Pampatalino!!Hehehe...

Sleepyhead...zzzzzzz...Night!!!! :D

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

new layout

I've got a new layout!! yuhooo..I get used to seeing the ol' black labo-labo page with Avril Lavigne's video pa..Nakakasawa..Hope people visiting my blog will like it..Yun nga lang, i don't know where to put the tag-board..im runnin out of space! Pero it ok tho' if wala un..Mag comment nalang kau sa mga entries ko!!Hehehe.. If ever u'll wonder where the heck are my links, nasa upper right corner po ito, with the + sign, click lang po yan an voila! there you go..
**If you know how am i supposed to place the tagboard, please have the heart to tell me..thanks..

My day..

I went to an Interview today at Export Plaza, Makati. I got up early, mejo antok pa ko on the way there. Good thing konti lang ang for interview a while ago. I suddenly felt that i missed working, the uber cold air-con feeling, blazers, etc etc..Hay, i wish i can land to a better job this time. I really want to set my career path and just enjoy whatever perks working has to offer. I hope I can be with good, helpful people and make lots of friends! :)
The interview with Ms. Louie went well, but actually, i'm not sure if i made it. Mike asked me how was it, I just said 50/50, if it's not for me, it's ok. I don't wanna fall into a job not suited for me. And how the hell am i assuming that i might not get it?? Well, at first, everything was smooth sailing. We were joking around pa nga, she's a nice lady, very good in speaking and very straight forward. Kaya lang there's this one question that made the talking uneasy.. She asked about my former work and who our client was, I answered "I'm sorry, I can't tell, it's confidential". Then she gave me an unpleasant smile. I don't know if I was just paranoid but I sensed it. I knew what I said was ethical, they need to respect what I believe in..After all, I don't wanna be sued for non-disclosure agreement I signed 2 years ago..Hahaha..so much for that..

After the interview, I went on a lunch out with Mike. Although we were ok at first, we found ourselves fighting na naman! I was so pissed off and so was he. We ended up going on different directions and almost at the verge of breaking up again! Well, this time, I kept my cool, maybe because I was too tired and the meal was not good.. Sayang..Libre pa naman yun.. :/

Tonight I'll be going to Anwar's dad's wake. I'm going with Manji and some of my accenture friends. Just a thought: Life is short. Hahaha...Wala lang..

Listening to: Bamboo: Light.Peace.Love

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Friday, June 24, 2005

I'm getting addicted to chatting again these days..Ahem, I know exactly why i'm getting hooked on it..It's because most of my "working friends" have internet access in their offices and I get to see them online everyday..Especially now that there are "hot issues" all over, we can't help it but chika.chika.chika.. :) well, as much as i wanted the whole world to know about it, di pwede coz it's their "thing" and it's hard to meddle with other people's business..Wow..is this a new me? the listener, not the chikadora anymore?..haha..
Bloghopped and got to read Paula Peralejo's blogspot. Found out that she's studying in UP Diliman (goodthing to know there are people in the showbiz industry that are not only gifted with beauty but with wits too). Read her rants and raves; she seems like a typical student from UP Di, she's got this rational way of writing stuff happening around, be it about animal rights or what it's like to be in the showbiz world.
I'm a certified super text twist addict! Haha.. I have been burning the midnight oil for three days just to beat my level 35 score. Whew! It was hassle though coz i have to download it again after 9 trials since it isnt for free :( nyekz.. but it's alright. all worth the wait downloading it from our 30kbps PLDT Vibe unlimited. whatever.

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What would you do if someone very important to you just seems to not see what you are doing for him/her? Hay kainis no? You do the impossible yet it is not visible para sa kanya.. I don't know whether it's kulang or sobra. Kakagigil..wala lang..Just spoke my mind..

I never had plans of going out today but I did. Mike needed help. I don't wanna spill the whole story here but I guess I just can't say no if I can say yes.. makes sense? Nah.. Ewan ko ba but it seems like I wouldn't want to say no to those people close to my heart. I can sense if they need me, and might as well help if they truly in need..
It was disappointing to know that some people may take my special people for granted. I came to think and realize how important they are to me and yet some people just plain hurt them, and what's worst, I can't do anything to stop it. It's just inevitable and all I can do is just to be with them after they get hurt. Argh. I just wish those people know that.. I wanna kill them for real..(Kiddin')

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Music. It becomes a part of me everyday. It's different now though, since I get to hear the other side of it. What I mean is, I am starting to like those I never imagined to like. Take for example Carl Roy. I never knew that guy, never heard of him up until now. I was never exposed to rock music until I met people that have the passion for it. Now, I listen to POT, Kapatid, Incubus and the like. A new me? No. A better me.

Light.Peace.Love--Bamboo's new album. I like it. They say the first album was better but as for me, it's just the same, only this time, it's more of Mainstream Jazz tunog unlike the "As the music plays' " tunog rock. I like the songs: Hallelujah, I.You, F.U and Peace Man.

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Maranata gig this Friday at Makati Rep. Hope to c usual faces. haha..

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rock on! \m/

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peace man!

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

I've been going out for three days straight and man, it was a whole lotta fun..:) Last thursday, got up early and went to the mall to buy gift for someone close to my heart. For the first time, I experienced eating alone at the foodcourt! Badtrip.. I was so tired and all, i had to commute pa to and fro.. I had an idea na what to give but then medyo I found it hard to look for the nice one. For four hours of walking, I ended up buying a pair of cute sandals from Kickers. I actually liked the white one but it's kinda out of budget na so I bought the black one instead. Went home after that, planned to be out by 12am to surprise him sana, kaya lang spoiler eh, he already anticipated what will happen and demanded me to be there pronto! Hehe.. That's ok, i actually liked it. It just meant that I am one of those important people he wanted to be with for the Birthday 'Salubong'! At exactly 12am, I gave an ice cream as a present instead of the usual cake because I know he'd appreciate it more.
Had dinner at Kamayan last Friday. Sayang nga coz it was an eat-all-u-can treat from tita, I did not eat that much..Nalulunod ako sa food kaya i lost my appetite. Di pa naman ako kumain before going out because I knew fiestamazing ang treat..Haha.. After that, we went to Pier one the Fort and celebrated his birthday with his school friends. I wasn't feeling ok at first before meeting his friend's GF, Erica. She was like my cousin Gayle, super non-stop ang chika, super kulet and andaming stories to tell. I liked her personality, super bubbly and there was never a dull moment.
Fete de la Musique- Saturday night at El Pueblo. So many different kinds of people there, may jologs, may artista, may musikero, punkista, simpleng 'feel the beat' lang, rich kids etc etc. It was fun kaya lang too tiring walking from one place to another to catch up our favorite bands. We arrived a little early because our friends wanted to see Cynthia Alexander perform. Would you believe that I don't even know who she is until yesterday?? Haha..Funny, I was one of those people na naki 'feel the beat' lang. We had a hard time finding a place to eat since The Podium closed at 10pm. Whew! I saw Champ of Hale, Monty of Mayonnaise, and two of Maranata's member inside the mall.. Hehehe.. Champ was cute pala, I didn't expect that he looked charming in person..I called them pa not by first name but by band's name.. Like when I saw Champ, I said "Oi, si Hale oh!" and referred Monty as " Oi, si Mayonnaise oh!" Hahahahaha..Celebrities were also there like Julia Clarete (she's pretty pala in person), Ala Paredes (one of Greyhoundz' member's Gf), Gio Alvarez (dating Ang TV member) and the girl from ETC's Rated Oh. Grabe super sakit ng paa ko when we went home pero all worth it naman.. Hope to see next year's Fete! :)

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Just found out today one of the woman's greatest talents: intuition--it's real! Once a girl smells something fishy and feels that something's going on, it's 95% true. Men may find it hard to believe, or should I say they REFUSE the reality of it and think of us as insecure and jealous all the time simply because they want to get away with it...Unfair ano?? But we must consider that "few" good, honest guys still do exist..(in our dreams?? ehehe..)
They say that battle of the sexes is one of the topics that should not be discussed in inuman sessions..Y? because the arguments won't end. I've been through a lot of "debates" with men and in the end, no one makes a "winning" point. Both parties have their own share of thoughts depending on how they see it personally..But as I said, if you feel something ain't right, then maybe, the truth is about to come out right in front of your face!.. Intuition nga...
Maybe your wondering how did I ever get to feel such today? Well, i'll just keep it to myself..after all, i'd managed to keep my mouth shut and just made myself believe that whatever it is, there's karma..It only meant cguro that the trust is there, that I don't have to find out what it is because it's better to give benefit of the doubt..But then if they were all lies, i know later on, u'll realize that your in a shit world, paying for the damages you did.. ;)

**Maranata gig tom at Makati Rep \m/

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Monday, June 13, 2005

I'll go cheesy this time..Para sau toh.. :)

Is it really hard to fall in love?? An acquiantance once told me that falling in love should not be hard. Yeah right, thinking about it, tama sha..it should be easy, coz it's the most amazing feeling that one person can experience. But what if it's the former nga?? I read an email about breaking up lines and this one got my attention: A girl/ boy would say: you don't deserve someone like me. Very lame di ba? But what if you really feel na he/she doesn't deserve you?? Yung alam mong baka if he's with another person eh baka mas maging better person sha and much happier than he was with you.. In short, you want the best for that person even if takes you out of his life..
This one's baduy pero naka relate ako.. I watched "now that I have you" on tv a while ago. Bea and John Lloyd went through a lot as a couple. Bea is a typical girl, working as a call center agent, moody, SELOSA, loves shopping and irritating- (over magtext and call).. John Lloyd, on the other hand, works as an accountant, very workaholic but still finds time to fetch bea after work and have dinner or go out. As their relationship goes on, they found each other's flaws, and eventually, they broke up din. Guy realizes how important the girl is, eto naman c girl, pinahirapan c guy before getting back with him.. Ending? they're still together.. Morale? Wala..every relationship is different. I can't just compare mine with others', but then yun ang mahirap...
If you always see the flaws in each other, what comes next? Break-ups?? Then after some time, get together again? Till when?Maybe until such time that you both feel tired and don't have the energy anymore to fight for it. If you're in this kind of relationship, what would you do? And one more thing, what if just the thought of you not being with him breaks your heart double time and kulang ang 24 hours sa pag iyak pa lang?? Million dollar question is: Can you both still make it til the end? Maybe yes, maybe no. Or maybe, it's up to your BIG heart, crazy mind and numb feelings.. :(

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

Watched Mr. & Mrs. Smith last night in Makati, awesome movie..not the usual kind i see, it has a different storyline, un nga lang the latter part where Angelina and Brad went out of the room and shot all those chasing them was kinda baduy na. It was like theyve become super heroes in the end, it's better pa cguro if they ended up hospitalized para naman mukhang real ung movie..hehe..

After watching, we went to Greenbelt to meet up someone from makati rep. It was ok sana if I wasn't feeling under the weather.. For three days i've been suffering from cough, colds and sore throat..can't even taste the food! badtip..hoooo...

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

I'm super lazy nowadays..Mostly sleep at 5am and wake up around 2pm--that's the way my life goes these days. I was really glad to see two of my closest friends, Ofi and Mimi, last Monday.. Sadly, mimi had to go to work pa so she wasn't able to join us at Makati Republic (where Maranata also had an audition). Ofi and I went there early, had a lot of girl talk and played billiards as well, then watched the band played. Went home a little late since i had to drop off some friends and ate at McDo greenbelt. badtrip coz we sat next to a group of badings who kept on making papansin..

I am going to a certain school tomorrow to inquire about their computer courses. I don't know exactly if I'm gonna enjoy being back to school again but i really wanna have new learnings before working again. Actually, i'm not worried if i'm gonna pass, i'm troubled because i'll be going to school with.....

secret!!!haha.. :)

"love is the only emotion that cannot be questioned"

currently feeling: PMS depression
currently listening: 41- dave matthews band

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

i haven't blogged for the longest time..mimi said tinatamad na daw ako..but no, my pc was down for the past few days and it's just been reformatted yesterday.. :)
Horror mode these days..Watched "Shutter" twice on VCD, thumbs up sa sobrang thriller! Haha..Parang thai version of Feng shui..OK ung storyline and characters..
A lot of my friends were feeling so depressed nowadays..Trend na ba ito nowadays?? It sux..

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