i hope to make a long post

it's 9:34 pm..hay naku, tomorrow will be another day at work..everyday i come to realize that no work can be that non-routinary!amp..same shit...ETO ang buhay!!!
well hindi naman ako galit sa mundo nito ah..as for now, i can say that im so-so with my work..meaning, not THAT happy pero not naman sad..steady lang..it's different lang talaga being able to work at the airport, wherein TIME is of the essence..I have only been with Cebu Pacific for 3 weeks but then I have had my own share of stories to tell na rin..Both with some f*cking passengers and beep beep beep beep**..hahaha...i can't tell..

now i'm in deep thinking again..ewan, my two days off from work was nonsense..I just stayed home to rest kundi i'm gonna suffer for a week again. I feel ill most of the time, kse naman ang lamig sa airport not to mention that we are not allowed to wear jackets..hah! frustrations frustrationnnnnsss...so as i was telling, i was home for my two days off..better na rin coz i didnt have to spend again for things blah blah..dapat lang coz masisira na ang atm card ko..hahha..ayoko na gumastos promiseee.(dis week)heheheh..

I don't know what's up with me lately..I am setting my mind to focus on work more (which I am doing so nicely) and not think of my depressions outside the terminal..but it's true nga that at the end of the day, u still feel the pain..but the good side of it is that im not anymore affected by it AT WORK...which by the way, i need to maintain..

Right now i'm in the process of accepting things as they are.. mimi's been my constant textmate and shock absorber..actually, we absorb each other's..errr shocks? haha..i mean we try to comfort each other about the depressions and all that, just mainly giving each other the support we don't get from people we EXPECT cguro to get from..The one thing common is that we're both KSP..un lang.. (reactions, anyone?)

Am i tired now? Hah, bad question..y? cause i can't answer it! damn it..

All i can do right now is just hope for the best.. Accepting things as they are is really hard especially when you know that no matter how much effort you give into it, there's nothing you can do about it. It's just not meant to happen for now cguro..Just what like mimi's always telling me, if it causes me too much pain and i cant bear with it anymore, then i guess its about time to let it go..

my mind says yes but my heart still says no..i'm keeping the faith..

[ 9:35 PM ] | 1 comments

Monday, March 06, 2006

a promise to myself..

:) chao ban everyone..heheehe..im back!

i promised myself to post before I get to work again..Yes, i'm back on track..hehe..it's been almost a year of not having to receive monthly ration..hehe..well, now's the time and i guess cause this is all i wished for..

my new job isn't related to any of the past works i had. this one is different. the one i wanted months ago..the job i've waited to have. not the best of the best though since from the view of it, i had to wait til i bear the fruits of it..so that means, no resignation as long as i can! hahaha..i think now, i mean it..

i have experienced alot of interviews, exams and so on eversince i finished school and embraced the "outside world" with all my might. Of all the things i failed and succeed to do, this one is really different! And this one's gonna be so memorable to me..

It was a week away from my beloved pc, I tried my luck in this company for the reason that I really wanted a stable job and of course, the one i can stay with LONGER (i hope.. :p ). After all, this is one nearest to "that job" mostly woman would wish to have..QUITE, but not that..
So un, it was just pure luck cguro that I was one of the fastest applicant because two of my friends are already in training so they kept bugging me to apply na. I have a feeling that it was meant to be tlaga, since i got hired within one week of interviews, exams etc. Just got lucky..haha
First day: I went for interview/exam- omg..the exam was a terrible headache! I actually didn't expect that i'm gonna pass it..truelli..
2nd day: I went on an interview again and another one in the afternoon but was re-sched
3rd day: Panel interview! wuhoo..
4th day: Pre-employment/ medical exam
5th day: Rest naman no!hahaha :)

this is it!!! huwaaaaa...c u all!!!!!

[ 11:45 PM ] | 0 comments