happiness

It is so sad to know that everything you do are very well appreciated yet ain't enough at all..

Yesterday night, I cried while I solemnly prayed. I realized there were a lot of things I have compromised, and I felt guilty. I tried to talk to God, and for the first time, I didn't wish for anything. I talked to Him as if He's just there. I said sorry for everything that I asked for. For the things I still insist on getting but I know deep in my heart, i'm not gonna have it. Maybe, not for now. My life is just so full of mistakes and I'm scared to admit that there's no other way but to let it be. A lot of times, I tried putting things to perspective but in the end, felt restless.

God, I felt so tired but I'm not gonna give up. Not yet. Got a long way to go...

I'M GONNA HAVE SO MUCH F*CKING FUN THIS SUMMER!!! (ako'y isang maarteng jologs).. :)

*my smile can launch a thousand......

[ 12:58 PM ]

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