bring it on

I suddenly felt the urge to blog though i've got nothing definite to write about. maybe this is just an effect of boredom or too much thinking..

I don't know how many times i've turned this pc on but still gets sick of reading and visiting the same old sites. I don't know, information overload, i guess. or maybe i'm just scared of bumping undeliberately on pages I never knew existed..

or maybe I continuously deny the fact that things do happen..

Google told me that:
Denial (n.)- is an unconscious defense mechanism characterized by refusal to acknowledge painful realities, thoughts, or feelings.

hohohohoh.. it struck me..

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If only I have your guts, I would do the same things you are doing.. But no, I have more reasons to ignore you. I know we are two different people and the first impression that you gave me was so bad, i couldn't help but hate you. I know for a fact that it's not all your fault but you got no freakin idea how you continue to hurt me again and again, not knowing what damage you are constantly doing.

We are just the same. At some point, you were hurt by someone else and the pain it caused you stays with you. . Thank God, it wasn't unfair.

and for you BEEECH!

hahaha.

[ 6:15 PM ]

bring it on

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