on the verge

Today is Easter Sunday.. I wasn't able to hear mass again since I left for work early. I miss going to the church and just talk to Him like He was just beside me. Right now, i'm on the verge of explosion. This is so unfair.. But i can't seem to know what to do.. i know i shouldn't think about it but the more I ignore it, the more reality strikes me. Right in front of my face.. I know something is wrong.

I don't know why this person keeps on hanging on with me and yet hurt me in such a way I lose my self- esteem. I try to do things that won't start on a fight, trying to be as calm as possible and yet it still worsen things. I know there's no use crying and there's no use talking..so what to do now?

I know you know hu u are... I pray for your enlightenment. Someday, the things you do to me will strike you in the most unexpected time. I just wish you know you hurt me, which by the way, i don't know why you still keep on doing. If you want peace, I know you know how to deal with it.

This thing happened before, I hope you know that.. If this will be the second time to say it's better for you to leave, I hope it's want you really want and what will make you happy, for real, my friend..

[ 6:23 PM ]

on the verge

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