where are you?

We all know that this life is a never-ending journey, a boundless search for whatever. Most of us have no other choice but to move forward..And when more often than not people moves ahead, others choose to break off.

Right now, I have no other choice but to move forward.

And yet, while moving on, I keep on searching..

Quest#1:
I seek for me. I look for something that will make me happier..yes, i'm one of those who can't be contented and sometimes when I pray, I am ashamed of myself because I ask for more. Then I realize that I'm lucky.

*Konti nalang sa pilipinas ang nakaka survive ng walang work.. :) And this leads me to my next...

Quest#2:
.. It's been so long pero I would say na sobrang I reject other offers cause I know I wouldn't like it. I don't wanna make the same mistakes again. I know one day, my turning point will come. And i hope it will be very soon cause it's really tiring to wait! I'm scared too to find myself in a job where I had to grab it just for the sake of this f*cking thing that makes the world go round...

M-O-N-E-Y

I know money is an important part of everybody's life, but I believe it has become the root of all evil! Shit. It makes people fight and fight and fight! I know for someone as shopaholic as me, money is the greatest thing to have especially when the 'urge' is there.. haha..
But money can't buy EVERYTHING. Not love, not contentment nor happiness. Remember, the best things in life are free..

but my next quest isn't for free..

QUEST#3:
Croc Lite 4, where are you??

I was with a friend strolling at the mall when I saw it. Oh my goodness, my fave BAG brand. When I tried looking at it in the mirror, wala akong nasabe kundi..

Ang gaaanda!! (parang ricky reyes palmolive ad)

But wait, oo nga maganda pero shux..

Ang maaahal!! (tumataginting na 6k un!!)

And then I think twiced.. I decided not to be carried away with the impulsiveness. I went home still thinking about it. I thought if I only have work, I could buy it right there and then.. Pero wala..

So nag self-pity ako.. Nag-isip and came to a decision to forget all about it!

Weeks have passed, whenever I go to the mall, I tried not passing by this bag store. I really made up my mind to stop thinking about it. In these times, splurging isn't welcome.

But then again, I thought...

MALAPIT NA ANG BIRTHDAY ko!!! whew!! I want to buy that for myself! Gift ko para sa ken.. So I changed my mind, and went to the mall..

Pero wala na.. And the saleslady told me.."di pa po sure if there will be new stocks to arrive"

Gumuho ang mundo ko..

Yuck, ang O.A. Nde naman, I just felt a little disappointed. And I thought it wasn't for me. But I didn't give up that easily. And you know what I did?

I called every store branch that I know and asked if the model is still available, talk about bag addiction? Nyeta!!!

Out of stock talaga.. Every mall branch in Manila. :(

Lessons learned:
*What is meant for you, without a doubt, will be yours.

*If there's a will, there's a way..

And...
*Never stop hoping.
*Patience is a virtue.

HAHAHAHA... I'll wait for you f*ckn croc lite!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ 4:15 PM ]

1 Comments:

hey jo, how are u these days...i wanna say sorry kasi di tayo nakalabas ng bday ko at bday mo na rin- pag nakikita ko yun profile mo - paganda ng paganda ang tiny jo namin ...hihihihi.
hopefully, makakalabas din tayo bago matapos ang 2005- promise yan- CB3 gimik...haha. musta na job hunting?

By Anonymous, at 9:04 AM