whatta weekend!hmph!

I missed blogging. It was hard for me to log in blogspot's site a while ago, but I insisted on trying and trying until the site is ok (or my connection gets ok?!) well, whatever..

I didn't have a nice weekend but I enjoyed it, contrasting isn't? I don't wanna narrate the whole story about the former because it brings tears to my eyes..naaahhh..kidding..well, it makes me remember bad things which I don't want to remember (labo! hehe) . So obviously, I'll tell you what made my weekend an enjoyable one.. I watched 'If Only' in Greenbelt 3 with mum and sis.--very simple things indeed bring a smile to my face. The movie was good (i'll give a 7 rating), very touching, so mushy, we ended up crying in the moviehouse! Well, I guess everyone did.. Ang daming sumisinghot, I tried not to cry too much nalang coz we were, I think, making noise! Hahaha..I can say that I can relate to the film; the girl (Jennifer Love Hewitt) is just a typical girl who wants to love and be loved. Hay, Mimi knows why I can relate myself to it.! :p This line made an impact to me."They say in every relationship, there's one who loves more, I hope it wasn't me.." 'nuff said...

Thoughts about cursing...
I just read a blog from a celebrity saying that she hates hearing people cursing. I mean who doesn't, right? But just an opinion, sometimes people say bad things but they really don't mean showing off that they're pa-cool and all that. As for me, I always (as in all the time) I find myself cursing but I don't really want other people to see me as someone who doesn't have good manners, instead only say that to those who KNOW me and ending up just laughing at it. Take for example this: Tangna, grabe talaga, pakshet!!Of course to some people who I think do not know me much, I wouldn't use that words.. I guess saying 'bad' words isn't bad at all, WHEN used in a proper way--in right place, with the right people. We can only classify that as unrespectful when we do that all the time without considering if other people hearing it (or overhearing it) may actually be open-minded to deal with it. As long as you're not hurting anyone, you're safe.. :)

F*ck, i'm lactose intolerant!!!Grrrr...Hehe..

THE UNFORGETTABLE DREAM
Literally. I dreamt about the end of the world last night. Creepy as it is, it was quite unusual since I saw Virgin Mary, Sto. Nino and God in it.. Here it is..

Virgin Mary
I saw her standing as high as the buildings in Makati (weird talaga), I told a friend of mine to look at her but she just passed by us (with the buildings around) and walked away..
My interpretation: Mama Mary is real. I should call on her too in times of troubles. And I guess I should go back in praying the Novena in Baclaran.. :(

Sto. Nino
Truly a child--innocent, seeks care, helpful and merciful. I saw him walking towards me crying. I carried him up, went to a place he wanted and stayed with him until he stopped crying. I saw chaos around me, people clinging for help and mercy from God. In my dream, I knew it was the doom's day, and God said people should be in that place (where the Sto.Nino told me to go) before a certain time to be saved, and if not, they will all reach their end.

My family was not there at all so I asked Sto. Nino if he can help me ask an extension to God, I was worried but He granted my plea.

God
I saw God with no mercy for people who didn't obey Him. As the world reached to its end, with my Mother still not around, I asked God if I can do anything to save her. He said, give her your life and in a heartbeat, I said yes. He took my arm, squeezed it and black blood flowed into my veins and He said " you only got 20 breaths to go" . I knew it was my end, that in every breath that I had, my eyes said goodbye to the people I know around. When the 20th breath was over, I was dead.

But in a second, I was able to catch one again and have the second life on Earth. Tears were in my eyes and went straight to God, knelt down and thanked Him. He said He gave me the chance to live again because He saw that I'd give my all to the person I love.

*These were all true. The moment I woke up, I remembered every scene in it. I know, deep in my heart, I will give my life to someone I really love. I can't interpret all of them but I was happy I was that kind of person in my dream. A memorable one.

*I hope this will strengthen my faith as a Catholic. I know I may not be the hardcore one but I see to it that I attend mass every Sunday. :p

*I love my God

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whatta weekend!hmph!

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