paranoia

Girl paranoid. Eto ako ngayon. I am so fu**ed up with the thought that people judge me that EASILY.. I hate the way other people treat me. As if I did something wrong..? Well, I might be affected by it but the bottom line is that: I don't care. Bahala sila..
On the other hand, a new acquaintance told me that I am mabaet daw. He said that I have to be stone-hearted to survive especially if people treat you bad. He said that sometimes, it's ok to be a bi**h..Yeah I know, but it's hard to be someone that I'm not..
One realization I have for today is that the best things in life are indeed FREE.. I may be going through a lot of hell and bad but my friends and family are always there. Sometimes, I get so guilty if I don't treat them nice. Hehe.. Sa sobrang depression ko, i'm starting to lose my temper over little things, especially those that I don't wanna hear.. :p
I get to see the life I'm gonna have with my new job. It ain't easy but it's definitely a challenge for me. Assteeg..I went home late for two days in a row..Twas tiring pero ayus lang. Atleast I get to have my head bombarded with work..Information overload..That way, I can easily forget the things I wanna set aside..Maybe God really knows where to put me...

**An old friend just made my day. Thanks for bringing back my self-worth.. I know you might not bump into this page, but I was really touched of what you said.. You made my day!!!! :)
**And yea, special thanks to my dear friend, MIMI.. thanks for the comment girl.. I miss those times when all we do is look at other people's flaws..When all we do is think highly of ourselves. I have never been the same Jo as before, but I will be again.. All I need is time, and we're gonna be the masters of pool again!!! bwahaha!! :) love ya mi..

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paranoia

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